Happy 23rd Monthsary!

HAPPY 23RD MONTHSARY

  SYASYA BABY

Hey, today marks the day that we are officially 23 months together!

1 more month, and we are 2 years together in this long journey!

I've to say, we've been through alot eversince.

Thick and thin.

Happy and sad times.

Beautiful and ugly.

You name it, we've been through that!

But no matter how rough the trail might be,

we'll accomplish any obstacles that may be in our way..

Cause my babygirl, you're the only one that i

truly love deeply..

i love you soo muchh forever..

mmmuuuaaahhh!

appreciating sunday

well, to start it off, i dont know too say..

cause it seems that our relationship is going no where..

i tried to be someone better, to change our relationship..

but none of this works..

well you see, start out with a morning woke up..

she texted me and at a moment, i didnt replied..

in that message too, she said that she wanted to have her breakfast..

well, what kind of a boyfriend that doesnt let his girfriend eats right?

and also, my prepaid was down, low in account balance..

so i didnt reply, BUT, i went down from my bed and headed for the toilet..

but along the way, i switcheed on my netbook..

so did my stuff in the toilet and then i went online to twit..

so here where it all began..

i didnt know that she was waiting for my reply

as i knew that she wanted to go eat her breakfast..

but then arguement sets in..

she says that i can twit instead of calling her..

well, i didnt know that she was waiting..

yadaa yadaa yadaa..

well, im really freaking pissed with her..

all this is a childish arguement..

i think its really lame..

there's more in my heart that im keeping..

but i dont want to let it out..

let it die with me in my heart..

if one day i die, maybe, the things i kept in my heart

are eating me from the inside out..

im sorry blogger, but you're the only

thing that can make me lay out my words..

thank you..

well lesson learnt today..

never trust someone but yourself..

because, if you trust that someone, you might 

never know when you will stabbed at the back..

well, i learnt that today..

so get back home and fell asleep real quick..

so was awaken by a message from kak farhana..

she needed help to shift her stuffs back to her mum's place..

but before that, dropped by at bukit panjang plaza

and got honey her favourite belgian waffle that she had always

craving for..

dropped by to her place, and handed over the waffle to her..

she seemed surprised somehow..

after which then i go fetch my brother and proceeded

back to kak farhana's mum's place..

wahh, the things that i carried were freaking heavy laa..

wahlao! the mattress is damn huge..

i think its queen size bed..

carried the wardrobe and then, done..

well, i can say that im much of a help..

hahaha, just carrying minor stuffs and help here and there abit..

and now, just got back home..

got my night bath,

and here i am,

blogging

and talking to

my dearest darling,

naztasya..

shall blog again when im free..

take care people..

this is my first entry to my blog..

its kinda complicated, but, i shall figure this one out..

well, i must say its a terrible Sunday today..

start out well but in the middle of it, sucks..

i dont know, how to start, or where to start..

its like every single thing is my fault?

every time do i have to cheer you up when im myself is feeling down?

 i know you always rely on me.. 

but at times, i cant cheer you up due to my problems too..

sometimes its just that my mind is drifted..

when you're down, i did cheer you up, and all you say was,

"i tak gune" is it fair??

you post all your stuffs online,

you cry and stuffs,

people who reads it will always thinks that im at fault..

why dont you write down what you did too?

i dont know laa, you go figure this one out..

i've got things to settle, see you when we do see each other..

goodnights and take care honey..

i love you..